Even though it may seem that I am being negative in my posts, I really am not.  I am just speaking about those things that affect me... I am a positive person by nature.. but I feel this blog is to be "real" with those things that may mean things to others also... which is where I come from. :)

My oddities... as I call them... things I experience, some I understand, many I don't.  But I am getting there, slowly but surely.

This may get to some, but it is me.... I have super hyper sensitive smells, hearing, to light, sounds, everything it seems.  Sometimes I can feel everyone around me, those I have "touched" their heart, on the other side of the world, others that have a connection with me in a certain way, etc.

For my oddities:  I have extreme noise issues... that drive me completely insane... ticking, like the hands of a clock, a blinker in a car, tapping of the fingers (this drives me absolutely off the deep end), the friggin exhaust fan in a bathroom, loud noises, news, the dang song on the weather channel, back-up sounds on a vehicle that beeps, outside sounds other than nature, car horns, people talking too loud about stupid stuff or just talking for no reason period.

Other things that I just can't stand:  Stupidity, liars, hypocrites, unethical people, pedophiles who take advantage of others with their abilities, narcissists, users, fake people, those to are not out to help others truly from the heart with no self serving motivations, and so much more I will have to come back and add...

Things I experience that I don't understand some or most of the time:  the high pitch in my ears (don't know if it is the spiritual world trying to communicate also, but I have tied it to world catastrophes when it overtakes my head and I can't hear anything else and it goes ballistic).  Astro-traveled in my dreams, sometimes I can remember, sometimes I cannot (which is more common), but yet, I know I have been there later, when things re-occur that I have already seen, or I see the future, and it confuses me, until things come true... or some just are there, and don't know the reason.  I have remote viewed, with success, but don't understand it, and don't think it is a thing meant for me.

I know there are those out there that can help me, and my "true" friends have been there to help me along the way.  But, I have soooo much progress to make, so many things to overcome, so much pain to let go of (mostly self blame and I understand that),

I have this weird a$$ chit going on with me for the like last 6 months or so, since I have been paying attention to time.... Every time I look at a clock it is: 1:11, 2:11, 9:11, 11:11 etc... or 1:33 2:33, 3:33, 4:44 etc. always the same..... I have started documenting times that I feel stuff to see if it coincides with other things, and most of the time it does... feelings, pain, natural events somewhere in the world..... Yes another oddity...


 
Deanna McAlister Hosea
5/14/2011 03:25:41 am

Well, I am just going to have to sit and read all of your entries! I can tell you the sensitivity to light, sound and smell is from the fibromyalgia. I am a registered nurse and I have FM too. The sensitivities are getting worse. I've had it for 5 years now. I've been living on Okinawa, Japan for the past 3 years. We had the largest earthquake in 90 years on 27 FEB 10. Ever since then I can sense an earthquake an hour or more BEFORE it even happens. Ever since the big one on the mainland I have been sick. I get terribly dizzy and nauseated, sometimes I have headaches and become diaphoretic. I was soooo sick the day it happened. We had to evacuate our home due to a tsunami warning...which I knew (somehow) would be nothing. Last night I met someone else on-island that has fibro. She gets the SAME way I do right before an earthquake happens. She can also sense places here that are haunted. Okinawa has many, MANY places that are. She's going to take me to a place she can feel things to see if I can sense something, too. Anyway, I just got excited about some of the things you're writing about...

"I have extreme noise issues... that drive me completely insane... ticking, like the hands of a clock, a blinker in a car, tapping of the fingers (this drives me absolutely off the deep end), the friggin exhaust fan in a bathroom, loud noises, news, the dang song on the weather channel, back-up sounds on a vehicle that beeps, outside sounds other than nature, car horns, people talking too loud about stupid stuff or just talking for no reason period.

I have extreme noise issues... that drive me completely insane... ticking, like the hands of a clock, a blinker in a car, tapping of the fingers (this drives me absolutely off the deep end), the friggin exhaust fan in a bathroom, loud noises, news, the dang song on the weather channel, back-up sounds on a vehicle that beeps, outside sounds other than nature, car horns, people talking too loud about stupid stuff or just talking for no reason period."

That's me, too.

It's interesting, too, what you mentioned about the time. I have this knack for knowing when a timer is about to go off. If I'm baking, I come down the stairs when the timer's counting down the last 30 seconds. I was like that when I worked in a lab, too. I would walk up to the centrifuge right as it was cutting off.

Anyway, sorry...I'm just excited. I'm going to start reading your entries to see what else I can find. :)



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