I began my "Re-Awakening beginning of 2009. I don't even know what is written here, but I was extremely "messed up" and "tormented" by soul pain that I didn't understand. I only share these journals so that others "caught in" the same might benefit & see how fast we can "grow" and in hopes of helping another expedite through their experiences with less perceived turmoil & pain. Be kind to yourself, as it will pass & it will be so amazing when it does. In love.
I only know what I feel. Sometimes, not sure what that is, that it just is. I can feel from afar, astro-travel, have learned energy healing, can read people, better than they know themselves. Crowds overwhelm me to severe anxiety, due to my hypersensitivity to smells, sounds, feelings, everything around me. I've seen spirits since I was a child, but did not know that was what I was experiencing. I thought I was crazy. With these "abilities" most of us usually do feel crazy, and the "outside world" definitely figures that. But how wrong they really are...